Nope not at all. Just life, yeah! Isn't it fun, can't do anything that i want to actually want to do without being questioned, put down, or annoyed the fuck out of until i no longer care if i want to do it anymore. Case and point school, iz be 18 now, you think cool, 18 an adult and in high school, score can skip write your own notes, no downside. Wrong because my dad is unemployed so i cant do half the shit that i had been waiting 4 years to do. Cant skip school to hangout with friends, school will call home to tell my parents that i wasnt in class, and my dad always picks up the phone, and our phone has a call history that you cant delete so even if i beat him to the phone he would know i skipped, then i get put down, because heaven forbid im not that perfect son. Also since i am now unable to skip any class even tho my sister still magically can get away with missing like 2-3 days in a week being "sick", i cant do other things that i planned like wow. Its kinda hard to talk to your friends when they are a couple hours behind you not in school, and work part time. Even harder when one of them is technically a day ahead of you and your 7pm is there 8am. So i cant stay up late to talk to my friends because i have to go to school in the morning, and i cant do it on the weekends because i am almost always working the night shifts fri, sat, or sun.

Hell i cant even play a fucking video game without being yelled at, Sean you have been playing that game for 20min get of the computer let someone else on, while my fucking sister can sit at home all day on a fucking laptop not move once and no one bothers her. FYI cant do anything worth shit in wow in under 20min, all my friends have progressed gone ahead, left me behind because i cant fucking play for more then 20min without getting yelled at.

Same goes with real life, being left behind seems to be a really good theme in my life as it seems to happen in everything i do, been going to high school for 4 years, have 2 friends, those 2 friends have anywhere from 8-20 different friends. Social life also seems to be there, im just that freak on a leash, no one wants to be around the guy in the tripp pants, no one wants to go out with the guy with the really long hair, no one gives a shit about the guy who couldnt care less if he was dead, no one cares, end of story.